go to sleep.

this happens to me every single night.

why can't i fall asleep?

i should be able to fall asleep like a normal person.

i know that i should be in bed right now,

instead i'll procrastinate & just write about how i can't fall asleep.

i should go to sleep.

but i won't, i never do.

i don't remember the last time

i've had a good night's sleep.

sometimes i'll work on Green Disease

most of the time i'll watch lateNight/earlyMorning television

& read pitchfork/shaq's twittwer.

anything but sleep.

i'll think about meaningful relationships from the past

i'll think about how boss it would be if i could

transform into a 13ft. tall MiniGodzilla.

anything but sleep.

sleep is the enemy.

Nas told me that he never sleeps.

sleep is the cousin of death.

and i believe him.

he had like 5 good albums.

 why can't i fall asleep?

       why can't i fall asleep?

            why can't i fall asleep?              

              ...why can't i fall asleep?

maybe it's just that i never really wake up?

do i need adderall?

that might solve all my issues.

i've heard that prescriptions drugs do that.

if i get a perscription to adderall will i feel better?

maybe.

i need to go to sleep.